Each and every human being is faced with innumerable burdens every minute of every day. Conscious to the fact or not, TIME is the correlative (yes the nonspatial continuum) “key” which engenders each burden. Once you figure out, time is not your friend, and has or never will be on your side, you will pace yourself, and end the chase*
Time is incapable of showing mercy; it will not go back, it will not speed up, and it will not stop.

I am not a dreamer, which is why I cannot create a fantasy as a consolatory effort to believing that time is on my side. Time has significance, but nothing more than the simplicity of structure. Every moment wasted on a wish or a dream, is wasted.
Yes war is unpleasant and at bottom “good for absolutely nothing” in a sense that there is nothing more valuable than a life that should be fought for, which encompasses freedom. Yes, love is all we need, but in reality love is not going to happen overnight. This is why the world is divided amongst those who dream about the way the world should be, and those who work to prevent what should not be. Those who actually experience loss in regards to something they have achieved and worked for may not be the first to acknowledge this fact, but they will eventually realize they are not as cynical as they once thought they were, given the irony that stems from their new found accurate perception of reality, which leads them to the thought of questioning their cynicism.
I enjoy reading, and expanding my mind. Most of what I have come to understand has been boldly stated before by many wise men. I am too young to be wise; too old to be a fool, therefore I remain a casualty of my own mind. I am never too quiet or inferior to speak what I have come to know as my own truths. I have challenged my feelings of guilt and feelings of shame, which leaves no opportunity for anyone including myself to prey upon my strengths and weaknesses which I no longer feel the need to conceal.

If you chose to keep your secrets, you will carry that burden with you till you reach the sacred grounds of death. Remember my friends, a dream can reveal how unjust a belief is, and you can’t attend to your needs when you are distant from reality.
There is nothing I need that requires billions of dollars. In fact, a million would be excessive. I do not know myself entirely, but; I am human, I am a female. I do not feel I lack self control, I just feel a ridiculous amount of money will result in an absurd amount of unnecessary shit. In terms of abundance, I only have a desire for an abundant harvest.